Since I'm fairly sure no one checks this anymore...

...I think I'm just going to use this as a personal journal. Why I feel the need to post it online, I don't know. I like typing more than writing in my journal about certain things. It feels more...official maybe? I don't know.

Anyway, tonight is the night before I begin the Master Cleanse. I tried this once before, about a year ago, and I lasted about a day and a half. We'll see how it goes for me this time. I know, it's a fast, and probably not healthy for someone like me, who is prone to eating disorder type behavior, BUT, I gained 7 pounds in the past week. Not good. So, I begin my fast. I bought my lemons and cayenne and maple syrup today. I just drank my glass of laxative tea. I know it's going to be hard for me to do this with TCI training and school and work but I HAVE to do it. I'm getting gross and fat and lazy.